by Meg Dowell
Some of my best and worst memories, as a writer, have happened around this time every year. Every year since 2009, I have attempted to write some kind of novel or short story during the month of July. Six times out of seven, it was 11:00 on July 31, and I was still writing.
I am not ashamed to admit that I have a procrastination problem. I always have. It’s a side effect of my anxiety. For the most part, it is under control. When it absolutely needs to be. Sometimes, waiting until the last minute can actually do us writers more good than harm.
Procrastinating always leads to more stress and anxiety and frustration. But it also forces me to sit down and write a lot of well thought-out words in very short stretches of time.
I used to think eliminating my procrastination habit altogether would solve the problem. I don’t think that’s the answer, though. Because the more short- and long-term projects I take on, the more I procrastinate. The more work I do, the worse my habit gets.
But I am always on time. Even if things sometimes don’t get done until the day they are due, they always get done. And they always get done well.
There’s this thing called eustress. It’s the “good” kind of stress everyone needs in order to get stuff done. It’s the reason it only takes us an hour to write a paper when we only have two hours to write it, while it would probably take five hours to write the same paper 24 hours earlier. Eustress provides that tiny burst of energy we need to get that thing done even when we don’t want to.
I’m pretty sure my entire career exists only because of those tiny energy bursts. I used to think that was a bad thing. I used to, like so many other people, believe procrastination was some kind of negative trait we were never supposed to admit we struggled with. I think I was wrong.
I have been a chronic procrastinator my whole life. Sure, there have been a few instances in the past where this has gotten me into trouble, but I learned from those experiences. I learned that a little bit of procrastination every now and then is okay. Because if you aren’t motivated to do something now, you probably still won’t be later … but you’ll have that deadline glancing over your shoulder to force you to do the work anyway.
In a profession that thrives on deadlines, you would think procrastinating would be a bad thing.
I don’t think it is. I just think it’s something we need to learn to manage. There are some things, like writing a novel or publishing a blog post, that can wait until the last minute. And there are others, like returning edited articles and submitting invoices, that can’t.
As always, it’s all about balance. If you can’t balance the better side of your habits with the worse, nothing will ever get done. That novel will forever be unfinished. That article will forever be unpublished. If you have to wait until the last minute … make it count.
Meg is the creator of Novelty Revisions, dedicated to helping writers put their ideas into words. She is a freelance writer and an eight-time NaNoWriMo winner with work published in Teen Ink, Success Story, Lifehack and USA TODAY College. Follow Meg on Twitter for tweets about writing, food and nerdy things.
I totally feel the same way regarding procrastination. It actually pushes me to get things done, otherwise, I feel like I’m not fully into the work. It drives me a little crazy, but I think it’s necessary at least for my process.
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Totally agree! I do think in some cases it’s OK to try and train ourselves not to procrastinate so much, but when it comes to writing I’ve pretty much given up haha. A little stress means a lot is going to get done in one sitting lol.
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Meg, you may have hit on something I’ve never considered before. I have an anxiety disorder that is manageable with a drug. I was thinking my procrastination was due to me having to work around my husband’s schedule, but maybe that’s my procrastinative excuse. Moreover, I hadn’t been thinking the procrastination was part of the anxiety element in my life. Mmm… Maybe it’s a case of I need to get myself a little anxious in order (fight the pill) to be productive. Word counting doesn’t do much for me. I end up writing dribble that way just to get to the number for the day. Not a good idea.
Still, unlike you, I can’t wait until the last minute. My husband is like that with everything. Like you, he’s rarely late, but it drives me bonkers because I’m just the opposite. I’m the one who’s always early for everything.
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Everyone is different and so is their process – and that’s OK! 🙂 My procrastination problem is a direct symptom of my anxiety. I avoid doing things until I absolutely have to. I would prefer otherwise, but I’ve learned to accept it and make it work. If it weren’t for writing I would never get anything done, honestly.
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I get this problem. My anxiety makes me overly-critical of myself, which makes me find reasons not to write anything. Which then only makes me hate-myself. It’s a vicious cycle.
As long as you know the core of why you do it, and can use this reluctant superpower for good, you’re going to thrive. Thanks for an interesting post.